I hate how bad my anxiety is, I hate how bad I am worried and its all because of you. Not being able to trust you, and i hate not knowing whats going on. No one will ever quite understand what im going through, not even you.
When I first thought of love I never really knew the density of the emotions that a human being could feel. You’ll know it when it happens and it will catch you off guard so that when you want to escape it, it is already too late. Feelings have no remorse, sense of time, or a care about what is going on in your life. There are two sides of love. One side is that perfect happiness that can never quite be matched. But the otherside is very dark and lonely. It will tear you apart feeling that your heart is being ripped out of your chest, your throat closing up that you can hardly breathe. I wish I could go back and erase it all. When someone who took care of you, provided for you, suddenly decides to walk out of your life, you have no one but yourself. I feel helpless, alone, and most of all betrayed. When you give someone your all and make sacrafices that you never saw yourself making to get nothing in return. To have someone say they care so much and that they couldnt see life without you, to just decide no anymore.When will the hurting stop, when will the crying stop? As you kiss your loveones, kiss them harder, for some people are facing the other side of love. I believe people can die from a broken heart, maybe im slowly dying.
rise or dir trying.
be strong,keep smiling.no matter what!
I got this chest piece done about a year ago at Beneath the Skin in Las Cruces NM by a tattoo artist named Daniel Dagones.
My favorite type of flower are roses, plus I’m such a hopeless romantic. I just love to love <3
"They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same, but I don’t think it’s possible for you to miss me as much as I’m missing you right now."